After a long long hibernation of five months, It takes an immense
pleasure to write up a new blog entry!! Phew! That reminded me of the
innumerable college seminars and lectures and I am nostalgic already. A
lot has happened in these five months. Obama got re elected as US
President, US fiscal cliff, RBI rate cuts, Union Budget rolled out..
and in the low profile mango people category, close people got married
around me. All these things had kept me pretty busy and not to forget my
lappie had decided not to start for a week which was the darkest phase
of my uneventful life.
So coming to the present, in my previous
blog I had portrayed myself as a die hard Sunday lover but I have been
spending too much time at home {hostel} to love holidays anymore. My
college life is over and the great job hunt is on. Everyday has the same
routine.. without a rhythm. I can get up n sleep whenever I want to, I
can watch sitcoms for hours and hours, travel anywhere in Mumbai and
satiate my desire to taste the best food options in the city. This would
be the life to die for! But then anything that you call as a routine
bores me. When I knew I don't have time, it was a thrill to watch
Sherlock series in the middle of final semester ending. But now the idea
doesn't excite anymore! And these are the words coming from a person
who cried like she has lost a pet dog when her laptop crashed! No.. I am
still crazy for my DELL.. but.. yes it is like a filmy dialogue.. I
love u.. but...
When you have work to do, you crave for leisure
and when you have ample amount of time you go on hunting for work. This
is a classic case of how human beings like me can never understand the
meaning of being satisfied with what you have in hand. Maybe this is the
desire that would propel me to go further in life. It is a soothing
school of philosophy to believe in! They say every stage has a charm of
its own. When I will be running behind meeting the deadlines I will
sorely miss this doing nothing status but as of now I am bored!! Even my
peers feel the same way so you have a bunch of cribbing souls to share
your so called frustration! You end up having a life changing
discussions over a cup of tea at the local shak, or spend hours and
hours on whatsapp deciding whom to blame luck, college or yourself! It
is funny, when you are sad, your quality of giving sermons and cool
advices to others elevates to a higher level. You share the universal
umbrella of companionship under the grim clouds of unemployment,
rejection and you start bonding with people you never knew existed in
your two year full time Post graduation degree course!! So in a way it
is good learning that you get to know people around you, know who is the
genuine and who's the fake and all the stuff that goes with
"duniyadaari" at this point.
But a sincere confession, my
write up title is definitely apt with my current life scenario. This
blog was created when I had a supposedly hectic life and compared to
that now its a "zameen aasam difference per se". I had lectures,
presentations, exams, need to read the marketing magazines, interview
preparations.. I was fed up back then with that stagnancy, the degree
has risen beyond measure now. It makes me realize something is
definitely wrong with me or else simple reason can be the day to day
life is too boring for a dynamic personality like me!!! I wonder what it is...
